#No inner monologue how to

BTW you might have seen me on dp as 'NZRecovery' if that rings any bells. How far can we go will and will we ever return. (Sorry basic neurochemistry knowledge please excuse me).ДЄnd question to MichaelTheAnhedonic have you felt exactly like this blank mind and anhedonia for five years? Or milder dissociation then onset of new symptoms? Appreciate feedback. Not confident in taking SSRI but SNRI would try if they have complete different mechanisms of action but only difference SNRI induces reuptake inhibition of norodipherine as well and not selective in nature? Still inhibits serotonin same as SSRI. SSRI seems to have ducked me up even more and trying to wein of them. Jaiho seems only one here to have recovered from these symptoms? Or partually if he could explain in further detail his experience that would be much appreciated. Like the ego and self may have just died in a spiritual sense and if anyone that had been here and is experiencing can shed some light and explain that neurochemichle process and treatment with medication has alleviated all or many of there symptoms with particular return of cognition and no Anhedonia please speak up and help us please. I find it difficult to combine the theory of how medication works and the effect of neurochemistry on our psychological processing. I know what you guys are saying it feels like the remainder of yourself is 'dead' so to speak and everything feels incredibly uncomfortable and unexplained, like fogged all of the time with no connection to reality. Which it is not its severe dissociation from trauma.

This is fucking awful I have been like this as well for 4 months now and psychiatrist is giving me diagnosis of ADHD?.

#No inner monologue how to

So, I really don't know how some molecules would solve my problems or guide me through these complex journey! we should surely do train our selves along with taking drugs (as modulators).Д®dited by psychejunkie, 05 January 2017 - 05:50 AM.ДЄnyone know how to specifically bring back a bit of cognition currently taking 10mg methylphenidate and seems to help me a little bit.

It was like nothing else would be better or even similar to what I had experienced that I was also slowly forgetting it. I was in heavenly deep emotions and wisdom for a while, then depression and DP/DR symptoms gradually developed. I experienced strange DP/DR symptoms months back, after an evening I experienced the utterly love and presence of the supreme one those months my meditations where becoming intense and deep. don't jump to hardcore drugs, please.Д«tw, I am in agree with you I also dont know how some drugs would bring back the 'self' and deep emotions. Memantine increases day dreaming and inner dialogue and its not a f***ing strong NMDA antagonist like Ketamine!Д«ut if you feel dissociated or depersonalized, you should try SSRI + Modafinil or SSRI + Naltrexone first, people had good experiences from these. Like I'm not even there anymore - like I've just become this state of awareness/consciousness - an observer, rather than a participant.

I can be in a crowd of people, but my brain feels nothing - no stimulation, no emotion. Also my brain no longer feels any stimulation. Like I no longer have a self/personality. Since then I feel completely disconnected even from my parents and from myself. I kept 'fighting' my mind until one morning I lay there experiencing strong negative thoughts and emotions, until my mind suddenly went blank/silent. For me it felt like a gradual erosion of the 'self.' I felt more and more 'merged' with my surroundings and less and less like 'myself.' Was it like that for you too? The treatment for DP, Anxiety & severe depression are quite similar. This is what happens when depression continues to get worse. Its continually evolving and shutting down your neurotransmission. It's a gradual decline into a more severe form of the condition.ДЇor me when i first got it, i was tired, no DP, no anhedonia, then i got DP, then a year later it changed to anhedonia, then the final stage was blank mind/ no imagination/no emotions.